My troubles with weight started when I was about 13 years old. Now I know that it was no trouble. My weight was about 65 kg (143,3 pounds). I thought I was fat which was silly when I think about it now. All I should have had to do was more movement. I was in that dangerous age and my mother couldn´t see how unhappy I am. So she bought me some diet shake and herbal pills. I was so enthusiastic. I believed that all my fat would disappear and I would look like my school mates which was even bigger humbug than thinking that I was fat, because with my height, strong womanly looking body I could never look like my childy looking contemporaries. After two months of my pill diet I was two kilos lighter but after next six months another five kilos heavier. I was so frustrated that I even wasn´t going out. Every day after school I was eating and eating (sweets of course). In my age of 14 my scales showed 72 kg (158,7 pounds). When I was 14 and a half I met my first love. Believe me, love makes wonders. Suddenly my weight dropped to 68 kg (149,9 pounds). Unfortunately nothing lasts forever either wonders. I lost my first love and "found" my lost kilos plus bonus. I was 15 years old with 73 kilos. My self-confidence was at ice point. Heaven couldn´t look at it and so I met my second love with sweet 16. The wonder repeated. In nine months I lost five kilos. But you know when your life seems to be finally all right something must go wrong. I lost my second love and reached 78 kilos on the scales. Then I decided to try it with separated food which seemed to be better like the two loves together but also more expensive, because when I was in love I almost didn´t need to eat anything, but when I combined meat with vegetables I needed to eat more and vegetables is not very cheap. When holidays began and I spent it by my aunt who by no means couldn´t understant my food demands so I put on weight again and left secondary school with 83 (in a word eightythree kilos which is almost onehunderedandeightythree pounds!!!).
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